Kafka

一生懸命頑張るぞ!

Still got choices, but choose not to pick one, not because I don't or can't..

Tough days are following and I know that is unavoidable..

We'll see then and just give it a shot..

花非花,雾非雾,香逢窗纱渡..

Sit, in the middle of nowhere..

Touch, feelings come, feelings go..

Why, and where..

Let me stay, forever stay..

过去觉得不食人间烟火是一种清新脱俗之气,孤芳自赏,与人距离..

而今深刻体会周遭的声响与纷扰也能使内心平静祥和,喁喁人语,吟吟歌唱..

就如同年少不解世事,净日黯然神伤,直至岁月刻蚀悉探过往,心,则明朗..

As time goes, one starts asking questions, why and why me? Or, what if I did right, what if I didn't give up, what if I insisted for even a little while, what if I came out at the moment.. But, honey, what's done is done, what you're gonna do is exactly what you've had to do, which is to face the reality, to accept it, to figure it out, and to keep moving on..

You may say evil, you can say devil, there has been tendency inside following the days with rock and roll, with thirst and hunger, with screaming, with hurting, with expecting.. Life might let you down, unless deep deep eagerness that can fulfill the heart..

叩响心门,空洞的回音,没有触碰和撞击,继而被无声吸收..

某一种气息会比较眷恋,
不知所以然,
虎视眈眈..

I cried hysterically, tears getting down along my face, then neck.. This is not the end of the world, and is not the last day of my life, but it was like dungeon hell..

也许只是幻象,如梦方醒,背脊沁出烟雾缭绕的气息,被风吹散,发丝凌乱轻抚额角,点的感受被线拉长,欷吁不再..